More on yesterday...

I was telling Amanda about Leah's email earlier and it hit me. Yes, I'm upset because I am jealous, but I am more upset because I haven't talked to any of them all summer and that is the only thing she had to tell me! Why she would even think it was important to tell me, unless it was to make me feel even more excluded than I already feel. Seriously, the last time I saw her she basically snubbed me. And I know I moved and didn't call, but if she had wanted to talk to me, she could have found a way. And the fact is that I'm being excluded because of something that happened almost 2 years ago. Something that I don't even care about and have moved on from. Yet none of them can. That's what upsets me.