Thursday, November 07, 2013

On the Road to Crazytown...

So here I am at 10w3d pregnant.  Feeling rather good.  Almost too good.  I've been googling furiously about feeling better at this point in my pregnancy and getting everything from this being a sign of miscarriage to hormones evening out at this point.  I should probably call my doctor.  My next appointment is on the 20th and they'll do the heartbeat check then. 

Honestly, I'd forgotten this part.  I remember telling D when K was about 2 that I felt like my body was made to be pregnant and what if I wanted to be a surrogate or something for my brother (you know, if ever found a partner/husband) one day.  D very strongly vetoed the idea.  At the time I didn't think much of it, but now I know why.  It's this part.  This part that has me worried night and day.  That has me examining every little twinge I feel. 

There's more swirling in my head, but I have to get K ready.